[Re]discovering your calling

Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Listen to His word and you shall know wisdom. Meditate on His word and you'll learn to delight in Him; and His word shall empty your old heart and fill it with Godly desires, and then you will [re]discover your calling according to the gifting He had bestowed upon you.

       

So you go fishing? But God is calling!

Peter - The apostate that God used

          

Finding the strength to cope

The increasing challenges of the road you have taken have caused you to feel too drained for some of the other essential concerns which every now and then still beg for your spare time and necessitate your gifting. But keep on keeping on, this part of your journey is crucial. Along the way you'll gradually learn and find the strength to face and deal with the challenges.

It's how you face and handle the challenges that will push you to grow better and stronger. If something that crosses your path doesn't challenge you, it has no potential to change you.